You a Dumb Bitch

Thank you, Jody for that lovely title.

Onward with the blog.

I am now taking the time to tell you all about the title of my blog and why I chose it.
Not in the Cards-

So I have read other blogs and they have REALLY cool names. real cool. Therefore, I am going with the trend. I typed in "unexpected" in the search engine for dictionary.com. It came up with this sort of response:
unexpected- not expecting something
blah blah blah

synonymns: not in the cards, blah blahblah

I immediately thought " well that sounds legit." It seems like people can read me really well because I wear my heart on my sleeve. Which can be a good thing and a bad thing. BUT people do not know what I will do next. Get it? UNEXPECTED? I am slightly unexpected? synonymoniuos ( I don't believe that's a word) with NOT IN THE CARDS.
tah dah!


SECOND TITLE
and you thought singing was easy..... -

I have recently stumbled upon the fact that singing is hard.
Singing is hard.
I used to believe, before I came to Loyola, that I was good at singing and because I was good at it would be easy in college. OH contrare, my friend.
Singing entails having a good voice, writing in journals, technique, breathe, outlook, and stage presensce. Wait it gets better.....
You have to think of ALL of that shit while singing the actual song.
They say it becomes second nature once you get used to it. You would think after 4 years you would know the nature of singing. OH NO. NOPE.
Do you want to know what the weird thing is though?
I love it. I love memorizing my songs. I love practicing. I love seeing progress and that is what I am learning right now.
I love it.
I love SINGING.

As they say in Voice,


fine.