INTRO

Alas! I have my own blog.

warning: I can not write.
I am not good at puncuation or spelling.

but: I am very entertaining.

I can be deep, ditzy, funny, serious, among other things.

So now it begins.

Today I turned on my radio, which I never do because recently Jody has openned my eyes to the wonderful world of music theater. Yes the works: Legally Blonde, Avenue Q, The Last Five Years, The Wedding Singer and bunches more. Anyway, my old Jam, as some of you might know, came on. The jam ( drum roll) was " This is Why I'm Hot." As I recognized the lyrics " I'm hot cause I'm fly you aint cuz you not" I just had the urge to yell out THIS IS MY FUCKING JAM!
As I listened to the rest of the song, I accepted the stares of the other drivers in the car next to me. 1. the old lady probablly thinking " That child is simply out of her mind" while she is holding up the people behind her because the red light has now turned green. 2. The couple- their faces just said it all. If you could imagine a face that says " oh my god, how does she do that?" that would be the look I got.
It is amazing how much a song can do. I started to think of the good times I had with one of my old friends during that one song. Turns out my good friend ( who I thought was my best friend) now ignores me and doesn't want anything to do with me. People change. I got it. I have changed myself. But I can't help the fact that I miss her. I miss her so much. I miss the pee on yourself laughter, the ghetto car rides, and the deep talks. Even though I feel all of this stuff, I am happy that she doesn't talk to me anymore because now I have friends who are hilarious, outgoing, and they listen. That arguement I had with her led me to where I am now. "I wouldn't change a thing if I wanted to. And I do not." - Legally Blonde.